Change

Trying to change myself is hard but I learn what my council taught me and also my parents. She’s right, they are my parents and I must obey them but sometimes we need sometimes to have freewill. What I mean is to decide your own way. The only you need is to give them your freedom is to be responsible and have brave yourself that you can do it. You are free but sometimes freedom has also some limitations which you will be guided but you mustn’t think that my friends are my enemies.

My parents are right. The reason why they are doing this is because you’re not responsible and they just want to protect you especially you’re the youngest one. I was blessed because I was proved the things I need, I went to outside the Philippines and other good deeds. They’re just my parents and they’re trying their best to be a good parent and they are. J

I learn also that it’s good to help our friends but there are some limitations. What I mean is we can guide them but let them solve their own just like what I did right now with my friends. I guide them but they will solve their own.

What I did right now to my best friend is just leave her alone. She has problems, she has something that she want to solve by her own, and she will need space not just I’ve done something wrong but to lessen and she needs solve other problems that are important than this. This is just a minimal problem. I know at the end she will forgive me but in time and I’ll wait for that. I am also too needs a space to solve my own problems that are important like my schoolwork and my family. She is still there as my best friend whatever happens.

I’ll leave her alone because she is a woman now not a girl I known before. I'm doing this because not just to give her space but also respect and learn by her own but if she needs help… I’m also there to help her to guide what is right and wrong. I’m just a person who committed a mistake and I’m just his best friend or kuya who’s just guide her because he loves her as my bff…:D