CS sucks.... No tutorial lesson

To be honest, CS is sucks. Before when I was in first year, I love CS before because it's a long time experience. Basically, I love C++. It's true, I rather like C++ that Java. Why? Because, C++ offers a lot online tutorials rather that Java. I know Java is a world demand offer for IT Professionals but somehow it makes me difficult. I ask questions a lot of times, but I still don't get it. It's hard, there are lot of twist, buffered readers, etc. etc..... I try to understand but somehow it turns out a lot of errors. I was very frustrated until I got mad then angry... I was trying to find a tutor who knew about Java but no one knew about Java...

Haaaa. All I want is a tutor or an online tutorial about Java. And that will solve my problem. If you got discriminated with this blog. This is my reaction. No Personal, just a public reaction.